I’m so confused with life and don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t understand why I feel the way I do and there’s no shoulder to cry on. People are cruel and always leave when I need them most. I just want someone to be my person. To be there for me right now when I feel depressed. I realize that I SHOULD be happy right now. But I’m not. And I can’t figure out why. I suck at expressing myself and always hide what i feel. Which right now is a whole lot of emptiness. I have no role model and no direction of where I want to take myself. And there’s no one here to help me figure it out. People tell me that it will get better. But will it? I’m asking. Will I feel happy one day? Will someone love me for me? Or leave like everyone else? I feel worthless, unwanted, taken advantage of, sad, lonely, confused, forgotten. I just hope that it will get better because I’m getting sick of this. I’m afraid, afraid that it WON’T get better.